I have always loved the month of December. Firstly, CHRISTMAS falls on the 25th, love’s birthday falls on the 28th, secondly, there will be Christmas parties and gifts exchanges and lastly, 31st marks the end of 2010.
This year has been a bad and painful year for me, mainly due to my health issues. There were also many dark moments throughout this whole year. I remembered the period between June and July, was the darkest and most agonizing one. Ask if I was under depression, I would say yes. I have never expected anything like this to happen to me, yet by the grace of God, I’ve pulled through it.
Yup, everything seemed to be so tragic till I’ve almost wanted to commit suicide not once but many times. Still, God is a good God and life has to go on. Every day I would pray that He would deliver me from the situation and also putting the right people in my life whom will bring me closer to Him. Slowly but surely, God started to change my life around. My relationship with my mum has gotten much closer and with SK, he is the greatest gift from God. He could just easily walk out on me but he never chooses to do so. Instead, he is always there to give me comfort, support and love. Till now, he still insists that he loves me more than I love him. What a silly boy.
Besides, God has found me a job with a reasonable pay, with good colleagues and bosses. Although my life is not perfect yet, there are many things that God has given to me which I am very grateful of. All I can do now is continue to pray and believe that I will eventually receive my healing from God. Amen.
Oh, I can’t wait, I can’t wait!!
· On the 23rd, there will be a Christmas party at the site office for the whole company.
· We will be celebrating love’s birthday with all his friends on the 17th at St James Power Station.
· 25th will be for church service at expo.
· Birthday lunch with love, his family and relatives at Tavolo on the 26th.
· The Jewel Box at mount Faber with love after work on the 27th.
· Picnic lunch probably either at the botanic garden or ECP on the 28th, love’s actual birthday.
· 31st counting down with love and maybe together with his friends at MBS.
How not to be excited man?!?!
