-14/10/10 -2.43pm –At my working place -3rd week of medication

I’ve started taking Omega 3 oil supplement and I kinda hate it. Each time I burp I could taste the taste of fish. Like ewwww…. Sleep is getting worst, up till now, I have not sleep for 24 hours straight already. Literally, I was awake throughout the night. Fuck man, fuck big time.

My immune system is weak and thus my health hasn’t been good lately or in fact, for the past 2 years. I’m only 20 this year but I feel like a cancer patient. I do not know if I will ever get healed but I know things will get worst if I do not start treatment immediately. Sometimes it’s hard not to ponder that why such things have to happen on yourself. Life’s fair? Never.

But I thank God that through this tough time, it brought SK and me closer together. I never know he is willing to sacrifice so much for me. Not that I doubt him, I just have little faith in myself. Yet time and time again, he is there to assure me that everything’s gonna be alright and he will always be by my side. Grateful, I am very grateful.


03:27 pm, by sheisgracious
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