I choose to avoid, It’s my choice.

-4/10/10 -10.57 am –At my work place -2nd week of medication.

Skin is still as rough as sand papers, both eyes swollen like the baboon backside. Still wakes up in the middle of the night for at least half an hour before falling back to sleep. Not scratching as much as before. Emotional status: Improving.  

How I wish I do not have to work so I could stay at home and rest and have a lot of rest. But that means no income, no money to pay for my bills, no ching ching to spend. What to do, suck thumb lor.

I’ve just read a news regarding a 20 year old girl being killed from a hit-and-run accident in London. She was an A* scholar studying medical in Cambridge Uni. She might be the next doctor or researcher to find a cure for cancers patients. But what a waste, God decided to bring her home.  

There are so many bad and evil people out there ought to be killed and vanished from this earth, but it so happened that many good and innocent people are being killed instead. Is life ever fair? I’m not so sure anymore.

05:15 pm, by sheisgracious
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