December 2010
3 posts
Changed to blogspot again. Goodbye Tumblr.
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My only comfort, not?
Things I want to tell you.
*I don’t get angry easily or for long, but when I’m hurt, it’s a different story.
*I can wait but will you spare a thought for me?
*I know you well enough to know what your intention is.
*I do not need your apologizes, what I do need is your understanding.
*You do not know what I go through every single day.
*I have doubts now.
*I have no strength and mood to fight with...
November 2010
3 posts
Only You've heard my cry.
Just wanna share a testimony with you guys about how wonderful our Father in Heaven is. Wanted to share this during CG meeting the other day, but shy lah. Hehehe…
First start, I’ve finally joined a new CG already!!! E491!! Dear ChaiYing is my CG leader and I’m soo glad it’s her. Well, I really believe everything is ordained by God. You wanna know what happened 3 weeks back?
On this particular...
“Darkness may come, trials seem so long.
You are the light I depend on.
Through...”
– Each time I prayed and spent time with Him, I saw visions.. Some visions are old and some are new.
And the more I pray and spend time with Him, the urge, the wanting to touch people’s lives keeps hitting me.
Though currently I’m not in any CG, I’m glad that I came back to the...
October 2010
4 posts
I'm not gonna run away anymore.
Once again, He has shown Himself real and true to me. When I thought the worst would happen to me, I cried out to You because I have no one to turn to anymore. And You delivered me. Thank You Lord.
I’ve decided, I’m not gonna run away from You anymore. I want You more than anything else n this world. You’re my healer, my portion, my provider, my deliver, my comfort, my lover.
Thank You for Your...
“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you...”
– -14/10/10 -2.43pm –At my working place -3rd week of medication
I’ve started taking Omega 3 oil supplement and I kinda hate it. Each time I burp I could taste the taste of fish. Like ewwww…. Sleep is getting worst, up till now, I have not sleep for 24 hours straight already. Literally, I was awake...
I choose to avoid, It's my choice.
-4/10/10 -10.57 am –At my work place -2nd week of medication.
Skin is still as rough as sand papers, both eyes swollen like the baboon backside. Still wakes up in the middle of the night for at least half an hour before falling back to sleep. Not scratching as much as before. Emotional status: Improving.
How I wish I do not have to work so I could stay at home and rest and have a lot of rest....