- Now and Only
- My Past
I can’t wait for tonight’s episode, hopefully Guan Xi will know the truth and forgive Mu Cheng. This is a classic love story, but six years? Wouldn’t it be a little too long?
Have not been able to sleep well for DAYS. I know my body is getting weaker and weaker, but mama and dad have been very supportive and I really appreciate them for taking care of me.
Some of the nights when I could not fall asleep, I would sit on my bed and think about my future. I can’t deny and say that I am not afraid of what my future holds, but i am more of afraid of facing everything alone. I do not want to go through it again. Lord, spare me..
Lord, forgive me of my selfishness. Help me to see this world with Your eyes, help me to listen to the cries of this world with Your ears. Help me to love this world and myself with Your heart.
I want to believe that there is still hope.. Hope for myself to stand up again.
PS: She is only 15/16 this year. =)
Random-ness Vol 1~
· Make me laugh and I’ll make you happy. =)
· Saturday is coming - Dinner with the TCC ex-staffs at Fish & Co. Powerhouse at St. James with Audrey and Co.? Meeting SK and the team at cineleisure after that? I don’t know. Nothing is confirmed expect for the dinner part. Wonder if he will be turning up.
· Should I change my phone plan to M1 after my Singtel’s plan expire in June? I so wanna get an Iphone too. =)
· I hate it when people do not answer my questions directly and then misunderstand what I’ve asked.
· Mama always tells me that if I do not change my bad temper, I will suffer. Hell with it. Do not expect me to talk nicely to anyone if he or she cannot even respect me.
· If you do not want it, you could just simply tell me so. You do not have to pretend to comfort me in any ways.
· Can’t wait for February to be over. That’s when I will finally be debt-free.
· Hopefully I can save up enough money to go for a trip to Hong Kong with my mama in June.
· This year is gonna be a “relex-relex” year for me. I do not mind if its mundane, I had sat enough of roller coaster rides last year.
· I kinda like my lecturer for my Monday class. Funny Indian old man.
· There are a lot of temptations out there. Lord, please help me to stay focus.
· I wanna get candys. Especially the bag of everything.
· You’re the love of my life.
If anyone of you is asking, yes, I have passed my driving test and I can drive a lorry or car on the road now. Ha ha ha. Those who knew that I had passed my driving test did not seem to believe that I took Manual instead of Auto.
They went, “You took auto right?”
I replied, “No, I took manual. Hehe..”
A shock expression was on their face, “Huh? First time ar?”
Satisfied me, “Yup, first time.”
Proud of me a not? Hehehe..
Even thou I had gotten my driving licence, there is still a lot more of polishing for my driving skill. These few days, SK had been coaching me while I drove him around and I still have yet to master my “parking skill”. Haha.. Patient, patient..
It feels great when he speaks of my name, “Shavonne Tan”. I do not know why, but I felt proud and being acknowledged.
I’m counting down the days… Wish it will never arrive..
